today's track: OMD - If You Leave

I've convinced Wanda to work on a special handshake with me, just in case alien imposters are among us and try to pull the switch-a-roo. I don't want half human, half alien kids. Unless of course those aliens decide to seduce me in a Shannyn Sossamon or Jessica Alba body -- to which I will have no restraint whatsoever. If I give into my desires and forsake my morals, does that make me an amoral person or am I just a regular guy seizing the moment? There seems to be a fine line between existentialism and anarchy that I'd be treading on here.

Other thing I've been thinking about today -- fatal flaws. Some people have these flaws that make them very difficult to co-exist with. I call them "fatal" flaws because they inevitably lead to the unravelling of relationships around them. Whether that be romantic relationship, friendships, family ties, or just regular acquaintance relationships. I think my fatal flaw is my inability to deal with my own emotions, leading to passive aggression towards others. My ex's fatal flaw was a narcissistic fascination with her own emotions, ideas and development, stemming from the only child syndrome. (Do you smell that?...smells like a bridge burning...) As for Wanda, I haven't known her long enough to figure out whether she has one or not. Mostly likely she does. I just hope it doesn't affect our relationship.